It's weird how I've decided to start blogging. All along I've been telling myself that i wouldn't have the determination and time to update my blog so I've been putting the idea off for a very long time. Today, out of boredom (and during a lesson in the computer lab too) and under the influence of a friend, I created my blog.
But I guess the REAL reason is loneliness. London is a very lonely place. My family isn't here with me. It's stifling and suffocating. The friends I've made here are no doubt my good friends, but they aren't my confidantes. I don't have anyone to confide with and I am someone who needs to get things out of my chest from time to time.
The past few weeks have been trying for me. Exams. Assignments. Due dates. Commitments. And matters of the heart.
I need out.
I need fresh air.
I need someone to be there.
I need to grow up.
But I guess the REAL reason is loneliness. London is a very lonely place. My family isn't here with me. It's stifling and suffocating. The friends I've made here are no doubt my good friends, but they aren't my confidantes. I don't have anyone to confide with and I am someone who needs to get things out of my chest from time to time.
The past few weeks have been trying for me. Exams. Assignments. Due dates. Commitments. And matters of the heart.
I need out.
I need fresh air.
I need someone to be there.
I need to grow up.
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